Arts for the 21st Century

Calculus

He grew the biggest pears in Buhbayduss. Full-bodied 

affairs that everyone kept watch on 

each season, calculating pale-yellow prize 

in the purse or on the tongue. 

This redbrick man with a mean streak 

to his generosity. Who worked the land 

but had the motion of tides on him; clouds and weather

patterns in his eye. Sniffing the air to say exactly how, 

when and where rain gine fall. A man who named 

all the cats and dogs he ever owned Peter, Mary…

Peter, Mary and/or…Peter, Mary. A sea-faring 

land-lubber who X’d his wife but still sailed home 

with sweets! Dresses! Stories! Trinkets tumbling 

from mouth and pockets and arms half-held wide. 


An ancient-and-modern man rolling ’bout de floor 

wid he offspring; singing hymns, teaching them

the harmonies. Imparting joy and rivalries 

with penny rewards per degree of difficulty – 

the youngest raking in the money and praise

by tackling the bass.


This same man shows his trildren how to land 

a punch, to fight with fists as words, words as fists. 

(Words were always more important they say/he said.)

Never a man to mince his own long-talk

or admit he might have got it wrong,


my mother’s father could drop ’sleep strong, 

cutlass under the bed, keeping score 

of everything and everyone: all deviations 

from his song sheet—the humming in his head. 

You’d need a new branch of Maths to fathom 

a man who’d cut down a tree before losing 

a few pears to thieves; who tore up a house 

and all its contents. And me,

I was never any good with figures.